Fresh air...
9 years ago
I got my computer back...
it's wiped clean....
I lost everything..
thankfully I have a flashdrive to reinstall Photoshop but in the past month or so I've become more then depressed.
I just want to lay my head down already.
I just want to be outside where the fresh air is.
I hate being this way.
I do.
I've had some personality issues flare up really bad in my absence here.
It's one that contrasts me in every way but the one thing I know is that it's strong and I'm weak...
I don't know what else to say...but I feel like I have to let it out...
it hurts to be me...
:'(
it's wiped clean....
I lost everything..
thankfully I have a flashdrive to reinstall Photoshop but in the past month or so I've become more then depressed.
I just want to lay my head down already.
I just want to be outside where the fresh air is.
I hate being this way.
I do.
I've had some personality issues flare up really bad in my absence here.
It's one that contrasts me in every way but the one thing I know is that it's strong and I'm weak...
I don't know what else to say...but I feel like I have to let it out...
it hurts to be me...
:'(
FA+

It really sucks to have lost all of your files though, I've walked that path before and it takes for freaking ever to get most of the work you've done back if it's been backed up anywhere.
The good news is that depression is a fairly temporary thing in many cases. You can crawl out of it over time. I recommend opening a Dropbox account and storing your works there if you don't have another way to make backups! It's got a fair amount of storage provided you're not trying to upload episodes of Friends or something.
Regardless. Looking forward to seeing more from you. Keep it up.
In hindsight I really should have backed up onto my flashdrive back when I started having technical issues a couple of weeks ago.
At least I'm able to watch youtube videos now and tumblr has nice porn gifs if anything. I need to get my head right and maybe when I do I'll back back to my old self.
Thank you for your understanding.