You jut have an art block. You just need a break. And if it's not that, my best answer is just to practice the basics til you get it the way ya want to.

Its funny, I've taken a very long break from drawing, but I think I finally got past the frustration of this block, plus I think I may have over-reacted and needed to vent a bit. ( A LOT)

Ahh ok.

Hello there, I don't know you and you don't know me but I am a fan of your work and I just came across this journal, I just want to let you know suicide is never the answer, I've had struggles with it myself and I can assure you it always gets better, you just have to stop and take a deep breath and realize that life, as fucked up as it is sometimes, is worth living in the end. If you need help with something you're struggling with all you need to do is ask, it's a big world and there are a lot of people who are willing to help even if it's not in your personal life, the internet offers a lot of help as well as various hotlines and counseling, all you have to do is Google it and find something locally. So, in summation please don't do anything rash and if you need to talk and vent you can always write a note or a journal. Thanks for reading, Good luck to you. - ElvisWolf

I do know you, you did watch me after all, how could I not? I very much appreciate the kind words, suicide is something I have struggled with before, and luckily decided against it. I may have over-reacted a bit thought this time, I've been getting more and more frustrated the more I draw.

Again, thank you for your concerns.

I just meant I don't know you personally so I didn't want to over step my bounds. Well I'm certainly happy to hear that you've made the right decision, as I've learned through my own experiences you just have to live your life one day at a time and hope for the best. Your artistic ability will come back to you in time, it happens to everyone from time to time just stay positive. I hope you have a good night and I'm glad to hear from you. - ElvisWolf