I mean... I do like to study. Nothing can replace that great felling of sipping a baby bottle full of cappuccino, wetting my diaper because I'm too busy to leave my room, or listen to either complete silence or the beat of my favorite music! However... There is times when... I just want to threw my desk away, say a huge NO and play on my Xbox.

I really hate this. I do feel that I can do something if I'm willing too... But there is times that I'm just definitely not in the mood for it. And this does makes me feel relaxed... However, a bit guilty at times...

I mean... Is that wrong? Am I showing any disrespect with my parents & Christ commitment with my future and well being... By doing so? I really hope that I'm not. Because words will never be able to describe how much I'm truly grateful.

So I pray that my lord makes me even more responsible, and enables me for the best!