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Struggling to Care, but still fighting~!
9 years ago
Sylen - Combo w/Dialuca, scythe and backflip pose.
Dr. Omega - Ink/shaded piece
Makaze - Ink/shaded piece
Neopuc - Mira, stadium on a clawtip
Kalista - Colored Kitila, 2 Rampage badges
LLL - Digital Painting, Rampage badge
Blitzkreig - Suddenly Giant
Orenthes - Rampage Badge (unpaid)
Just wanted to let folks know I'm still trying to make the time to work on commissions. I'm going to need to cut some of my other projects, but I won't cut anything that has already been paid for. I'm still trying to figure out what I want to do with life right now, and I'm having a very difficult time caring about anything. I work four days a week part time as a pizza delivery driver, and I'm reluctant to give up the human interaction it provides, as well as the extra income, but I also just can't give a dang about doing this work or any other projects I've wanted to do. I've lost my ability to focus and concentrate, and will be trying to whittle World of Warcraft down as much as I can to try and reclaim some of my drive. I also need to remember why I started animating, and what I can do besides just animate giant monster destruction porns and the like. I always feel better once I start sketching, but choosing a subject to sketch out of thin air has always been a challenge. Tonight I was able to draw Rheia a few times, so perhaps more exploration would help just as warmups.
It's past 5am though and I need sleep. I'm tired of being alone.
I Wish you the very best and want you to know that, even though I'm not around in a physical sense, I'm sending you positive vibes!
I can only hope you figure it all out for yourself.