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High-key rough
9 years ago
So, it's been one hell of a last couple of weeks for me I'm not going to lie.
I've been having these frequent just -waves- of anxiety and have spent most of the last couple of days either drunk or sleeping trying to cope I guess.
To lay out it pretty plainly in the last year I've been fired from two jobs over my Chron's disease related issues, my parents got divorced, I had to default on an IRS payment and I've basically been living in shitty conditions and stressed to hell without my medication for about two months.
Things are... still kind of looking up for me I guess? Last Wednesday though wasn't a very good day- I'm concerned about the possibility of pre-existing condition mandates being rolled back as well as a general loss of coverage for HRT therapy that I'd long hoped to be on by now.
I have had a hard time building up the motivation to create much of anything this month, but I guess I'm finally starting to realize that I just have to keep going and can't stop.
I need to sleep for now, but I'll write another more coherent journal in the morning.
I need to start putting out partial refunds for these delays now that I have a few bucks to throw at you all, I'm so sorry for having taken this long.
I've been having these frequent just -waves- of anxiety and have spent most of the last couple of days either drunk or sleeping trying to cope I guess.
To lay out it pretty plainly in the last year I've been fired from two jobs over my Chron's disease related issues, my parents got divorced, I had to default on an IRS payment and I've basically been living in shitty conditions and stressed to hell without my medication for about two months.
Things are... still kind of looking up for me I guess? Last Wednesday though wasn't a very good day- I'm concerned about the possibility of pre-existing condition mandates being rolled back as well as a general loss of coverage for HRT therapy that I'd long hoped to be on by now.
I have had a hard time building up the motivation to create much of anything this month, but I guess I'm finally starting to realize that I just have to keep going and can't stop.
I need to sleep for now, but I'll write another more coherent journal in the morning.
I need to start putting out partial refunds for these delays now that I have a few bucks to throw at you all, I'm so sorry for having taken this long.
