Hello everyone,

Been a long time since I put one of these up, about 9 months. Things have changed a lot since February. I worked 3 jobs all spring, summer, and most of fall. However this changes tomorrow, I have taken a new job here in Austin at a logistics company. I will be an independent contractor making deliveries and warehouse work. The plan is to get into management within the company and run one of the new warehouses in the state. I've got my fingers crossed on Corpus Christi XD

Things have been changing in my personal life as well. The biggest change is that moved into a 3 bedroom apartment with 2 other furries. I gave up renting a 4 bedroom house with a golf buddy to move back to apartment living. Honestly I couldn't be happier. My roommates are great guys and I feel like we are clicking well
Despite my constant country music playing hahahahahaha I also don't miss the space and enjoy living in the complex. I've gotten back into philosophy and religion again, the lack of cable TV has let me meditate more. I like where I am at on this level and have gotten my happiness back. However, I want to make a new start by striving to be even happier. I have been sour for way too long this year and I want to change this. I am doing my best to live by the Irish Blessing "May your trouble be less. Your blessings be more. And nothing but happiness come through your door"

With the new job and personal feelings worked out I have only one major issue to work out. This being finding a relationship. Ovet the course of these last 9 months I spent a lot of time thinking of my sexuality. Thinking back on it I'm not sure why I decided to exclusively date guys. The older I get, the .ore I enjoy the touch of a female and have really enjoyed rediscovering, for lack of a better term, what excites me about the female body and personality. I've been trying to get back into the dating scene but as of right now, no luck. I also really have a problem with online dating and the rules of texting. I hate all this stuff and unwritten rules in the way. I'd rather just say what's on my mind and see what happens. I still believe there is someone out there for me, even after I've been burned so many times.

If I could speak from the heart here for a moment to that special girl out there.
I don't know where you are or who you are, but I will not give up looking for you. It has been a long road to get me here, however you will be worth it all. There are still lonely nights ahead of me, they will only make the nights with you better. I can't wait to learn about you, all your problems and about where you come from. I look forward to meeting your family and let them judge whether I'm right for you or not. I can't wait to learn what annoys you and push them over the line and fight with you, just to make up and make sure you know I'll never walk away. One day our paths will cross and they will never separate. Just please stay patient til that day comes and becomes one of the best in our lives

Sorry for the wall of text there everyone ^^;

Thanks for reading,
KaGe Bear