4 years ago... its been 4 years since my last post... Where to even start.... Think ill line it out chronologically, bolding the good and not the bad so i feel better.

Went bankrupt,
lost my other cat max
had to leave my mate (due to his/her addition to drugs sadly)
Got a Mercadies! ok its a smart car but it is made by Mercadies benz so im counting it.
Got a job at sprint!
was harassed at said job at sprint to the point of suicidal depression...
Got to buy my childhood home!
... and was intimidated into not taking breaks at sprint job thus perminatly injuring myself by de syncing my eyes and inner ear. Permanent vertigo :(
went to rehab for 3 months to learn to manage said vertigo
Lost said job at sprint when they closed their doors.
Got a new job! (Which i really enjoy but don't want to risk saying the name here.)
had a adverse reaction to a anti depressant sending me into another suicidal depression.
Trump was elected... really wishing those pills hadent backfired.
began process of going back into hiding due to fear of being attacked and fear that i endanger my family for simply existing
vertigo returned once again causing me to miss a lot of work and drain savings.

soooo 3Good/11bad .... all i want is a hug....