I realize how much I've disappeared lately, with alot of people. With doubt permeating every aspect of my life, the desire to keep in touch with the people I love and the prospect to meet new friends faded, leaving me only with uncertainty about what I want and want I do.

Now, I've finally started my transitioning after a whole year of waiting, and I "awoke anew". With body changes finally starting to happen, and a new life as my true myself opening for me, my doubts about what I truly want from my interactions with other people still remain.

I'm not glad to have stopped chatting or seeing some people, but I just want to point out that I did it only for myself and my health, and not because my feelings about friendship and care changed.

But yeah, yay, life is getting better, and it won't stop improving :>