I'm honestly the worst person to make friends with lol
I can only keep a certain amount of friends that i've known for years and it sucks when i try to make new friends that I just..... lose interest easily like "meh ok alright"
like .. I feel guilty when people try talking to me but I just cannot connect to new people..
I lost a connection w someone long ago and they tried so hard to keep it going, I'm so sorry it had to be this way, I just .. couldn't do it.

In all honestly it made angry / irritated that someone would tell me theyd keep trying, IT REALLY SHOULDN'T BUT IT DID?
Like they told me THEYD TRY TO KEEP US FRIENDS... but.. maybe it was too much.
They noticed I was getting distant w them and they kept trying to talk every day, but I just wouldnt answer or i'd feel exhuasted, I hate it but I don't know why I'm this way, I tend to blame it on depression and motivation but ????? I dunno what it could be.
I'm so stuck with my best friends who aren't even furries solely, but I've always wanted FURS as friends, but never had any I could stick with.
I meansuremycrushisfurry but lol
Again, to the person, if you read this I'm so sorry.
If anything. I'll answer your notes if given.