I don't know how many of you are going to read this, but i've been meaning to do a account update for a while. so... 7 or 8 months ago i lost two people incredibly special to me. they didn't die, they just kinda stopped talking to me. ever since then i've just felt lost and alone. one of them was my biggest motivation for art. He helped me get better and taught me so much, but ever since he disappeared life just hasn't been the same. My art has been stagnate. I don't really feel as happy anymore. you may have noticed my lack of posting. Part of the reason is furaffinity is incontinent since most of the time i'm on my phone. the other part is i haven't really done much to post, everything has just been bringing me down.

so, to get to my point, i kinda have been thinking of leaving, like forever. i might leave the fandom, i don't know yet, but i'm probably going to get rid of this account. I have been looking into making a new account, but it would be a fresh start. i just feel liek there's a hole in my life and i can't do anything right until it's filled.

Anyway... just thought you guys might want to know sice ive been gone so long.