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Ranting/whining
9 years ago
Really bloody sad at the moment, the depression is really creeping in on me.
I should have been welcoming my daughters home around this time but instead I never will and I just feel like shutting down. I'm fine when I'm distracted but the moment I stop and think my thoughts turn grey. It's not even like my usual depression it's just immense sadness and grief.
Bleagh.
I should have been welcoming my daughters home around this time but instead I never will and I just feel like shutting down. I'm fine when I'm distracted but the moment I stop and think my thoughts turn grey. It's not even like my usual depression it's just immense sadness and grief.
Bleagh.
DeadlyLittleKitten
~deadlylittlekitten
Oh gosh. ;~; I'm sorry you've had to go through so much like this... I can't say things will get easier, but I hope that something caan bring a smile to you for the holidays.
Deaths_Delusion
~deathsdelusion
I'm sorry to hear it hun.. I know how hard december can be,though I could never compare my situations to yours. I hope that you'll find something or someone who can make the holiday season happy for you despite the depression.
