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so Xmas and junk ( may be 2 journal rant over garbage)
8 years ago
i hate all holidays i really am a bad girl i know but all of them suck for a girl in a low income household growing up you never really had Xmas you maybe had one gift when we got are money ( good note to add i have lots of things wrong with me so im on ssi do note bad spelling is just a side product of one such thing) so yeah normaly i picked out my own gift and stuff i never had a party most of the time we did not have a tree just a meal with my mum and me so i never understand why people love this day so much seeing as i was never part of the fun ....from the outside looking in its like ....o hay why dose santa like this kid with money more then me ....was always a thought before a uncle popped the bubble of his real-e-ness to me and now i have really bad stress and panic attacks so Finally having a lot of people in the house for my Cousin little boy who is young so we all try making his days cool is just a huge pain for me where i end up crying or needing to run away to my room thanks to panic attacks on top of conic really bad headaches i cant spell the word now "mind Grains " stuff like that and its not just xmas
my b day was the same maybe 1 gift i pick myself seeing as i was always hard to shop for as some one who loves Teck and never really having the money to get me that kidna stuff Thanksgiving just seems like eating and tryng not to think of how we killed all them peoples back then but yay for that Chris dude i mean the only one i use to like was Halloween seeing as my mom always put a lot of time in to making things for me and free candy you don't have to have a lot of money to MAKE!! a costume ! not like now its all store junk and small candy that makes it not worth even going out .......so in short life is weird and kidna sucks if you don't have money and are dealing with ssi taking your money away for almost 2 years now ....happy Xmas And all others like boxing day and that one i don't wish to try to spell for dem what people who is the Jews i likes them people and them whats with the other stuff and things
my b day was the same maybe 1 gift i pick myself seeing as i was always hard to shop for as some one who loves Teck and never really having the money to get me that kidna stuff Thanksgiving just seems like eating and tryng not to think of how we killed all them peoples back then but yay for that Chris dude i mean the only one i use to like was Halloween seeing as my mom always put a lot of time in to making things for me and free candy you don't have to have a lot of money to MAKE!! a costume ! not like now its all store junk and small candy that makes it not worth even going out .......so in short life is weird and kidna sucks if you don't have money and are dealing with ssi taking your money away for almost 2 years now ....happy Xmas And all others like boxing day and that one i don't wish to try to spell for dem what people who is the Jews i likes them people and them whats with the other stuff and things
Siberpanda
~siberpanda
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do note the last bit of that was me trying to be funny "What with the talking and the stuff "
