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9 years ago
Hey everyone it's been a while!
I promised myself not to make another journal until I finished the commissions...but I've not posted anything since last month and I'm sure some of you are concerned to why that is.
I know I sound like a broken record when I say YES I'm still working on the commissions. And I swear I am! With the combination of work, and depression I have been horribly sluggish with my art and even had multiple art blocks at the worst times. I haven't even met the deadlines I made for myself.
Work gets in the way because I'm spending hours at a job I'm not fond of for money to support an apartment I can't afford to lose. Work is time consuming as well as energy leeching because every time I come home I am tired and always having the urge to rest because work has really kicked my ass.
Depression is another thing that cuts into my art. Between the drama online and real life, I've felt pretty miserable and lacked the confidence to keep going. I even had to go to the hospital and get a Psychiatric Evaluation because I sort of went off the deep end a few days ago. But that's something I'm not comfortable with talking about...
This might seem like senseless rambling but...I just want you guys to KNOW what I am going through right now. It's pretty tough for me. And I'm trying my best...
I know it could be worse, I still have my health and I'm alive and I have all the people I love that actually care for me, that care that I'm around, and I am thankful for that.
But I hope you guys can understand, for my sake, the things I'm going through right now. And hopefully you don't have to go through it too.
I can't promise I'll speed up, I can't promise all the commissions done in a week. But have I always kept my word and completed a commission? Yes, I have. And I am quite proud of that.
Please understand guys, and PLEASE bear with me just a little longer.
I know you guys deserve better and I'm truly sorry.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. I hope I didn't overdo it.
Have a wonderful and safe Christmas everyone.
God bless~
I promised myself not to make another journal until I finished the commissions...but I've not posted anything since last month and I'm sure some of you are concerned to why that is.
I know I sound like a broken record when I say YES I'm still working on the commissions. And I swear I am! With the combination of work, and depression I have been horribly sluggish with my art and even had multiple art blocks at the worst times. I haven't even met the deadlines I made for myself.
Work gets in the way because I'm spending hours at a job I'm not fond of for money to support an apartment I can't afford to lose. Work is time consuming as well as energy leeching because every time I come home I am tired and always having the urge to rest because work has really kicked my ass.
Depression is another thing that cuts into my art. Between the drama online and real life, I've felt pretty miserable and lacked the confidence to keep going. I even had to go to the hospital and get a Psychiatric Evaluation because I sort of went off the deep end a few days ago. But that's something I'm not comfortable with talking about...
This might seem like senseless rambling but...I just want you guys to KNOW what I am going through right now. It's pretty tough for me. And I'm trying my best...
I know it could be worse, I still have my health and I'm alive and I have all the people I love that actually care for me, that care that I'm around, and I am thankful for that.
But I hope you guys can understand, for my sake, the things I'm going through right now. And hopefully you don't have to go through it too.
I can't promise I'll speed up, I can't promise all the commissions done in a week. But have I always kept my word and completed a commission? Yes, I have. And I am quite proud of that.
Please understand guys, and PLEASE bear with me just a little longer.
I know you guys deserve better and I'm truly sorry.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. I hope I didn't overdo it.
Have a wonderful and safe Christmas everyone.
God bless~
You don't know me, that's fine. But know there are people out there who understand and care. I wish you a Merry Christmas to you and your family. God bless you.
But thank you and I hope you as well have a good Christmas. God Bless~
It's good to hear from you again. <:(