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I feel like dying....
8 years ago
i wish i wasn't lonely... I 'm hating this right now... I miss my ex and I really feel like she bratrayed my feelings and trust, I don't think ill ever get married just because its bull shit ill probably get fucked again like always, everytime I FUCKING love some one I always get hurt well they recover from me so easy well I still care for them.
all those girls out there crying over your boyfriend not puting a ring on your finger you should know damn well why not because thats to much bull shit for one person to handle, "oh but he should buy me a ring" go buy your own damn ring if you want one so bad, im not going to unless I know your not gonna pull some bull shit on me.
this life is shit I feel like no one cares or understands how I feel... sometimes I just want to die I mean whats the point? is every one I love and care about going to be completely shitty to me? am I just a tool to these people? when does telling someone I love them ever just be enough? why do I have to be the one who feels so low? these are serious questiones... because if i just keep geting fucked over theres no point living just to see if this shit ever stops, I 'm hurting so much and I'm pretty much going to be this way for ever because the people I like makes me feel worthless... or un atractive
its hard when you feel unattractive and un wanted to go out into the world....
all those girls out there crying over your boyfriend not puting a ring on your finger you should know damn well why not because thats to much bull shit for one person to handle, "oh but he should buy me a ring" go buy your own damn ring if you want one so bad, im not going to unless I know your not gonna pull some bull shit on me.
this life is shit I feel like no one cares or understands how I feel... sometimes I just want to die I mean whats the point? is every one I love and care about going to be completely shitty to me? am I just a tool to these people? when does telling someone I love them ever just be enough? why do I have to be the one who feels so low? these are serious questiones... because if i just keep geting fucked over theres no point living just to see if this shit ever stops, I 'm hurting so much and I'm pretty much going to be this way for ever because the people I like makes me feel worthless... or un atractive
its hard when you feel unattractive and un wanted to go out into the world....
There are those that say you have earned true value in just having had the experience.
I have never loved to begin with. Too afraid to ever go through what you are experiencing.
And that means you are indeed the better person. May the pain you are feeling today, help guide you into a better tomorrow. I wish that pain would just go away, quickly. Alas, 'tis said that time heals all wounds. It's an agonizing amount of times, far too often.
good i guess.
I hope so. its been there years and I really dont know if I can get over her...
Life is cruel, like that.