I know I’m just a plague
Sick, why I am I alive.
In days so blind.
We all wish to feel alive

I do all these crazy things
Just to feel something?
Because I needed feel something …
….even though it was you’re complete hate

I regret everything I've said except “I love you”
Because that shit is true….
But where are you?
Hopefully alive

You’re lucky you don’t Have to see
…see how ugly you both are on the on inside.
I've tried ….
To see what I’ve done inside you’re mind..

Translate to selfish desires of grandeur
Wanting more power over the meek (because you’re week)
You cant full me
You’ll feel your own pity

I know I've hurt you most likely, unintentionally
I feel guilty. I’m a horrible existence of a human being
I wish you could both save me or at least one of you…
Could see me? I understand why you hate me…
You hate me because I'm just a disease.
An unwanted thing…
And most indefinitely
An unlovable thing…