Since my last journal everything has gone much better, I'm amazed how things have been going, I don't know what changed, but I'm feeling great, training hard and feeling strong. Making new friends, getting out of my comfort zone.

Last weekend was so a awesome, because one of my best friends came to México for a mini-vacation, and I was really looking forward to it since he told me back in December. So I tried to be a great host, that he felt like home on his first time to México.

I was really happy to see him and talk and do the things he wanted to do like take photos of flags or eat real Mexican food...

Also a lot of friends came along last weekend, and I was really happy to see them and talk to them, I also met new and amazing friends, I was really happy.

This first month of 2017 I have felt very well and happy, I'm really looking forward to a lot of things, but I'm still sacred all the pain and sadness come again, and I know this is a thing is a fight I must fight everyday. I still have my pep talks in front of the mirror and try to cheer me up. I know good things are coming their way.

The thing it bothers me the most is being so far away from a lot of people I care, like I would to be right beside them when they are not going through their best moment, just to cheer them up and make them smile.

Thanks to everybody that has helped me and cheered me, I hope to return the favor someday.