second week of the semester and shit is already crazy. the amount of work yet before me is weighing heavy, and the events that are currently happening in america around me are weighing heavier. i can take the stress of thesis or activism, i cannot take the stress of both, i'm finding.

i hurt so much and i've been really tired lately. depression is soaking up all this shit like a sponge. fear of my workload has paralyzed me into inaction too often. i hope that i'll be able to handle my schoolwork better now that i've got most of my queue managed.

now, and , i'll be contacting you individually to offer a refund of what you've paid. If you want to wait until my thesis is done, that's fine, i'll keep you in my queue. if you'd like your money back and wait to commission me again in May (or not i'm not your real dad), that's also fine! i want to give you the options.

so.....you probably won't see me around here much until May. the faster this film gets done, the faster i can BE DONE. i can be free. i can get my degree and finally have my family off of my back. i can give them all a giant middle finger and ride off into the sunset.

be safe, be strong. feel free to drop me an email if you ever need anyone to talk to: heymisterhangman[at]gmail.com