Middle of the night musings (Life and things)
8 years ago
I should be in bed... I really should.
However I can't sleep. These past few weeks have been some of the largest adjustment I've made in a long time, and show no signs of slowing down.
Came out to my parents, so that was a thing. Went well, nothing dramatic. Can't even think of anything noteworthy to be said about it, which in itself is a blessing. Didn't go into detail of the level of kink/lifestyle/ponyplay... Them knowing was enough.
Came out to my room mate... should have done that sooner. Explained to him what this was all about, reasons for fast massive life changes. Again, nothing dramatic. "Why did you even think I'd care?" was his answer... Well I'm a person that thinks the worst will happen, but hopes for the best. Seems to be the latter of late.
Tossed the idea out there of taking commissions for leather work/harness work... Instant bites. I haven't even officially opened my books to commissions again. However I (now) plan to again. Invites to all sorts of events, and maybe the means to do so now. Invites to other countries... gotta renew my passport. Never thought I'd travel again.
I'm still going to keep my day job, even if I only work on one commission a month, it will double my income. We will have to see.
I'm trying to adjust to all the changes and it seems that they won't stop for a good while yet... and I'm oddly okay with that.
However I can't sleep. These past few weeks have been some of the largest adjustment I've made in a long time, and show no signs of slowing down.
Came out to my parents, so that was a thing. Went well, nothing dramatic. Can't even think of anything noteworthy to be said about it, which in itself is a blessing. Didn't go into detail of the level of kink/lifestyle/ponyplay... Them knowing was enough.
Came out to my room mate... should have done that sooner. Explained to him what this was all about, reasons for fast massive life changes. Again, nothing dramatic. "Why did you even think I'd care?" was his answer... Well I'm a person that thinks the worst will happen, but hopes for the best. Seems to be the latter of late.
Tossed the idea out there of taking commissions for leather work/harness work... Instant bites. I haven't even officially opened my books to commissions again. However I (now) plan to again. Invites to all sorts of events, and maybe the means to do so now. Invites to other countries... gotta renew my passport. Never thought I'd travel again.
I'm still going to keep my day job, even if I only work on one commission a month, it will double my income. We will have to see.
I'm trying to adjust to all the changes and it seems that they won't stop for a good while yet... and I'm oddly okay with that.
LatexPet
~latexpet
I'm very happy and proud you had the courage to come out. <3
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