I do have some of you on Discord/Skype and used to talk to alot of you frequently... Some you may have noticed me acting different and/or just not talking to you at all..
I have two really close friends that I gravitate to and even they are getting a bit of a cold shoulder...

I want to say I'm sorry... In the last few months I have just not been feeling up to much.. just like a blanket depression over everything... And in the last few weeks I've been having really bad anxiety that has developed into a few small and one super severe panic attack... I really don't know what is going on... I was on some antidepressants as a kid, thinking maybe there is a reason...

I have an appointment coming up with a doctor to hopefully figure this out... Until then... I'd like to tell you I'm fine and you don't have to check up on me... But some of you are close enough and nice enough that you wouldn't listen if I did... So if you want to chat (to check up on me), go right ahead, just don't ask for details... I'll either shut down or go ballistic...


Sorry again to my friends... I'm just not myself right now ^^;