I have been letting my life go lately and honestly I am getting sick of it. I have never felt beautiful, but I feel less beautiful than I ever have. So I am going to try to start exercising. I can't really fix the way I eat, because I am poor and have to eat what I can find or what is given to me. Trust me...if I could eat healthy I would. I love fruits, veggies, etc. But beggars can't be choosers. So to combat what I eat, I will start exercising more. I have gotten really heavy...probably the heaviest I have ever been (even when I was pregnant). I can't stand to look at myself and don't know how my mate can even stand to see me naked... I have no energy and if I have stuff to do that requires physical labor, I wear out easily and start hurting in my chest. I spend the majority of my time on my computer, playing ps4, or sleeping. I hate it.
So with that, I am going to start making a schedule to live by. I really hope to stick with it and get my life on track and get healthy and happy.
I will be posting my "work" schedule later on once I figure out everything. Also a new commission price guide (once it's done >.> ) so be on the lookout for some changes. <3 You all.