The truth for why there hasn't been much art this month ( February 2017 ). As I have always said I have wanted to keep you guys as updated as I can so I don't have a "Poof" like I used to. As most of you know art is my fulltime job. While I have been job hunting living in the middle of nowhere. Makes job hunting hard. Once a new place pops up everyone and their mom races for it. I have been looking but the pickings have been slim.
For all of my new watchers I got this month HI! Happy for the watch. But many of you might not know my living situation is. Cody and I have lived with my parents for 3 years. Until finances hit an all time low for all of us and my parents could no longer afford to house us. So we had to move in with my In-Laws.
Everything went well for the first month or so before my Father-in-Law (J) Started to show his true colors and last year was one of the most stressful years of my life. However with great things that happened last year it has still been an uphill battle. Cody and I have been doing our best to look for a place to stay and move out with hard times smacking us back.
Now as many of you know I told myself that this year I would make sure I was less stressed And do everything in my power to stay away from positive vibes. Well with the lack of orders. ( I Know I still have a semi big que) and the stress at home with my in-laws. It has been to the point where today is the first day in over a month in a half we have had food.
Yes Cody and I have been living in a house with no fucking food on top of a lo for other stresses that provoked my work. So my Buddy  arofexdracona has offered for me to stay with them when ever shit gets too stressed out. Which is what I have been doing. Cody and I have gotten our own food only to find it gone the next day and no one telling us why. As well as paying for bills that are not our own. Then thrown in our face that we live here. ( which we pay rent now AND give them extra for food )
So needless to Say it has been hard. Because of this I have spent most of my time away from the computer or trying to work and just zoning out without realizing it and the day is gone. The past 2 weeks I spent keeping to a strict schedule and routine. Which has been helping a ton. Since currently our living problems are not going anywhere. AND I found out now that we may NOT be house sitting this summer. Which was normally about 6 months of Cody and I to have a place to ourselves and be on our own. Away from his family.
This really isn't meant to be a PLEASE COMMISSION ME/ HELP ME/ FEEL SORRY FOR ME. Type of thing I have always been one to wish to inform my watchers, subscribers, loyal friends and just cool peeps. Cause I love you guys! the routine has helped a ton. Im also very thankful to have buddies that I can stay with when life gets too stressful. We'll get out when we can I know that and I will find some sort of work I have before. It just always takes time. I miss drawing I miss giving back to you guys. Which is why once I finally hit 500 watchers I'm gonna do a free raffle giveaway! IDK what it will be yet but I wanna give back to all of you awesome peeps.
I'm also making this journal because of this I feel like the month just Flew by and I got nothing done. IF I have to lug my shit over to Arofex's house to get it done I will!. ( They have already offered me a few times. ) But I'll also be updating a work schedule so you guys can try to understand when i work and when i don't. Though due to the in-laws weeks are subject to change but that is a part of my life I have just gotten used to at this point. Can't wait for march to start! Got a lotta stuff planned AND LoZ comes out 8> had that bitch pre-ordered almost a year ago!
Thanks for taking the time to read this. Love you all XOXOXOX