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Struggling...
8 years ago
I've been at this idea/comic for a while now. When I chose to work on this particular comic. I stick with it. But so many ideas, structure, characters, lore, and the creation of the world was too much for me to handle. Normally, it was fun but that ended quickly when things started to pile up while I tried to get the characters situated. When RL hit ya, you intend to stall alot and than when you get back into it. You started to hate what you build, even if it didn't go anywhere. I judge my work harshly to the point of trashing it. I wanted to continue but I couldn't because it stresses me out and I don't like the lore and everything about the story. I feel that I'm just piling it up to the point where it stays and trying to get there will be impossible because I get distracted alot. I was thinking of writing a story about it. But my grammar is so poor that I don't have the confidence to even start it. I'll make too many mistakes and I wouldn't see it unless I repeat the line over and over in my head. Or I say it out loud to find the problem and correct it. Plus, my husband is putting more into than I could and making his character the key of the story while my girls are just support. That's how I look at it anyway.
Which is why I don't tell him anything unless I needed help. But than it turns into an rp and suddenly it just end. With me not doing it because we did it in rp form. *sigh*
I just can't stick with anything these days. I'll do pictures when I'm in a mood. But stories, I think that's too much for me. I feel that its not good enough. I feel most of the material I made is not good enough. Its too cartoony and that's just how I am with my drawings.
Plus, I prepare myself for situations like this anyway. If I ended up quiting what I was doing (since I'm good at that anyway) I will revert back to how I was doing. Making random pictures, no stories. That way my artwork can be consistent rather than waiting for months for me to upload something.
I'm still alive and fairly well. Just hadn't been in a mood or been distracted by games. I'll make an attempt to draw something. But my fursona will stay the same. Lynn Carne, honey badger.
Which is why I don't tell him anything unless I needed help. But than it turns into an rp and suddenly it just end. With me not doing it because we did it in rp form. *sigh*
I just can't stick with anything these days. I'll do pictures when I'm in a mood. But stories, I think that's too much for me. I feel that its not good enough. I feel most of the material I made is not good enough. Its too cartoony and that's just how I am with my drawings.
Plus, I prepare myself for situations like this anyway. If I ended up quiting what I was doing (since I'm good at that anyway) I will revert back to how I was doing. Making random pictures, no stories. That way my artwork can be consistent rather than waiting for months for me to upload something.
I'm still alive and fairly well. Just hadn't been in a mood or been distracted by games. I'll make an attempt to draw something. But my fursona will stay the same. Lynn Carne, honey badger.
