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8 years ago
In the meantime, I'm just drawing because its what I really like to do. Its a hobby yes. But I'm no professional at it. As long as I've been drawing, I've been finding it relaxing to relax me after a hard day of trying to get by with little currency I have.
Dog sitting can only get me so far til I'm not needed. Its the summer so it should be easy to find a job. Might go for temp since I'm the type that get used and tossed to the side once my service is up. But if I don't find a permament job, than I'm gonna have to move back in with my mother since we barely can keep up the expense of the rent and the utilities cost.
Trying to get help is hard but your never noticed unless your fully dedicated to what you love doing. I'm doing what I can for now while looking.
But lately, I've been mainly down in the dumps. I just feel like a empty shell, well more like a shell that I've build around me with the things that made me happy. Not caring about being close to anyone like friends. I just feel like one of those people that is in the crowd of people, surrounded by friends and or family. The moment you spoke they would be surprised that your even there. Which hurts alot to the point where I just stay away. Sure, I get to talk to them but only for a short time because their busy, or I'm too boring.
I guess I'm pretty bland since I don't attract people anymore. So, I won't do commissions and or YCH. I'll just continue to draw because it makes me content with what I can do. And I don't have no one to judge me for it. Or to say what they think about it.
Even if its critique. So, I guess I should do what I can. And hope it doesn't get to that point down the road. But in the meantime, I'm going to upload what I can and stream how long I can. Because I'm gonna be gone for a couple of days again. Still dog sitting, and hopefully, this summer will be a little less rocky than how it was for the past couple of months.
If you have a PS4, I'm usually on Warframe or Overwatch. I wouldn't mind helping you out in Warframe or playing with you on Overwatch. Either way, I feel that I don't have to do things alone.
PSN: EminenceObscure7
Dog sitting can only get me so far til I'm not needed. Its the summer so it should be easy to find a job. Might go for temp since I'm the type that get used and tossed to the side once my service is up. But if I don't find a permament job, than I'm gonna have to move back in with my mother since we barely can keep up the expense of the rent and the utilities cost.
Trying to get help is hard but your never noticed unless your fully dedicated to what you love doing. I'm doing what I can for now while looking.
But lately, I've been mainly down in the dumps. I just feel like a empty shell, well more like a shell that I've build around me with the things that made me happy. Not caring about being close to anyone like friends. I just feel like one of those people that is in the crowd of people, surrounded by friends and or family. The moment you spoke they would be surprised that your even there. Which hurts alot to the point where I just stay away. Sure, I get to talk to them but only for a short time because their busy, or I'm too boring.
I guess I'm pretty bland since I don't attract people anymore. So, I won't do commissions and or YCH. I'll just continue to draw because it makes me content with what I can do. And I don't have no one to judge me for it. Or to say what they think about it.
Even if its critique. So, I guess I should do what I can. And hope it doesn't get to that point down the road. But in the meantime, I'm going to upload what I can and stream how long I can. Because I'm gonna be gone for a couple of days again. Still dog sitting, and hopefully, this summer will be a little less rocky than how it was for the past couple of months.
If you have a PS4, I'm usually on Warframe or Overwatch. I wouldn't mind helping you out in Warframe or playing with you on Overwatch. Either way, I feel that I don't have to do things alone.
PSN: EminenceObscure7
