So i was just let go from my new job this past Wednesday. I was and still am, really disappointed. I've been like this for a weekend now, and i know i have to just shake it off and move on. But i can't help but feel down about it.

This is part of the reason my accounts have been so dead lately. I went from being so busy and not being able to post and be active. To being super depressed about getting the axe, that i dont have the give a fuck to make shit happen.


I KNOW i should have done art, but that art bug i had kinda died with my enthusiasm since i've been let go. More than disappointing is how i pushed art to the side for that job, only to be let go. It has me feeling some type of fucked up way.

N' I know that's just life sometimes, but i am not made of stone. I feel, and i am hurt.

I will bounce back, but atm i am struggling with this feeling of disappointment ( lemme tell you, it's not an easy feeling to get over.)

So this week i will start to work on personal things again, just to shake off this horrible feeling i am stuck on right now. I will try to upload some garbage just to squeeze out this bad mojo feelings. So hopefully it will keep me productive during this "reboot " down time i now have.

STILL THO,*sigh* all that bullshit just to get the axe and forced to start over (with 3 weeks left on my probationary period) what a fucking shame.

So that is wtf is up with me.

enjoy the arts
Good Things

-ee

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The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
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Art Work Queue

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*I work on art on the Weekends and when i get free time after work on the weekdays. *
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Solaeis (on telegram)> PAID> https://www.instagram.com/p/BNny2qQDnJF
https://www.instagram.com/p/BNny9UNjpsI
Sketching...

 dinoknight PAID> Sketching


GIFT/TRADE ART for:
 chiba-chiba - SKETCHING

Woofskii on IG - Ref (inked) not responding :/

 Nayel-ie (my half) https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21608786/ not responding :/

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My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)

FlutterShy =Done * http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18434261/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/

[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Apple Jack
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore

And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again

Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)

Miia (naga/ lamia) =Done *

Super Smash Bros4- BongBongs: " Blazed Up Smash"
Charcater wiki link > http://metroid.wikia.com/wiki/List_.....h_Bros._series


WiiFit Trainer= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18479590/
Princess Rosalina = Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18507347/
Princess Zelda= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18488258/
ZeroSuit Samus= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18535406/
Princess Peach= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18600719/
Lucina = Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21410303/


[ ++OPEN++ ]
Sheik
Palutena
Robin (female)
Villager (female)
Jiggly Puff