hey guys some of you my know but i got a really nice 2 bedroom apartment! i cant move in yet because i have to do some last minute stuff here. like getting rid of some things and gathering extra funds for traveling up there but im so excited! ill have my own room with its own bathroom ;o; i'm so happy i don't know what to do. after living in this shit hole for like 4 years i can finally get out of poverty and be comfortable. im looking forward to meeting my gf  lambi its one of the reasons why i went to Washington was so i can be closer to her <3 but i'm really happy! i feel like im really blessed at this point. im sure ill have more hardships but i feel like my real self again after years of shitty circumstances. i just remember my lowest point was me trying to kill my self about 2 years ago. im glad i failed. i was such a mess but slowly ive been working on myself. im happy yay! anyway thanks for all the support and love! i really appreciate it so much! if anyone is in Washington and would like to hang out im up for it!