well it was April 1st

I'm rather confused.

no prob ^^

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I see more instances of real heavy truth newses ironically falling on April 1st than I do pranks. That's allowed the tradition to stay alive.

Rick n Morty, right?

I clicked "reply to this post" at least three times and still did it wrong.

I still haven't watched that, just observing out loud. I wasn't sure what was going on when I typed that but I know a little more now. I hope that lots of the things that are aching in you now will become bittersweet positive memories. You seem impressively reflecty enough that you might struggle more with sads of the past, but you deserve not to have to. I think you already try your best during the now.

I do struggle with the sads - but it's less overwhelming today. The tightness in my chest will remain for some time, but it'll fade.

Some of my best memories are with her, and some of the worst - and I'm fairly sure she feels similarly. Time will make reflection objective, but our experience together has made me into who I am now. I want to say I am stronger, but time will tell. I am at the very least different, and I am clinging hard to positivity, self-reflection, and growth. Identifying the hurt helped her and I figure out we need to be apart. Too much negativity has happened and we both need to move on.