Not back just updating.
They cremated Alex last week.
My incision has decided to get an infection and heal slow.

I ended up anemic from the c section and needed two units of blood to get me back to normal.

I still think you all are a bunch of assholes or chicken shits. "At least to whoever the person was that reported. "

side from all of that.. I'm still here, emotionally wibbly wobbly but here.