My birthday is on Friday..! Gonna be twenty. I asked my family to pretty much ignore it. Bought some inexpensive microtools from countycomm after asking my mom. That's my gift. I might go to a furmeet in NJ on my birthday, but I'm not sure. Aside from that, I'll have a birthday dinner in the city with friends.

I wish I could reach somewhere when I'm in the dark and feel my family in one piece again. The pieces are all so far apart. I feel more alone than I ever have,



but at the same time, stronger than I've ever been.