Sorry for my silence for the past few days again.
Shit does not stop hitting the fan.
Besides the continuous financial problems I now have some awesome family problems as well. Long story short, the only person who could have helped me with getting that apprenticeship (and the person we supported for years) just told our mom and me to go fuck ourselves (in nicer words, but the intend is the same) because she doesn't need us anymore.
I will open commissions indefinitely now, because besides having to earn money for Spike I also have to save up as much as possible to be able to go (by train mind you) to whatever interview I can get.