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Indefinite Hiatus
5 years ago
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I turn not looking at people into an art form!
Just an update. As mentioned some time ago I probably won’t be active at all around here as things happened and I cannot draw right now anyway. No use in checking a gallery I won’t update anyway.
For any questions regarding usage of my art, characters or purchasing my P2U Linearts via PayPal, please contact me directly through this email: yedaji_nikopol[at]yahoo.com
The reason for my absence, in case anyone even gives a shit (I surely don’t anymore):
I tried to study this year, software engineering. Applied, got enrolled and spent fucking MONTHS trying to secure funding. Applied for loans, in my home country, in foreign countries, Peer2Peer, questionable, unquestionable, scholarships, anything. Got nothing. Had to cancel my enrollment today, because with lack of funding I am over the time I could still start anyways.
It was my last chance. I tried everything these past years. All I have to show is several places I almost but not quiet made it. Fucking wanted to join the army. They always need cannon fodder, right? Well, tough luck, got through the whole process only to get denied on account of “not being healthy enough”. I would have literally died for this fuckhole of a country and they don’t even let me. Keep complaining about not having enough soldiers, see if I care anymore.
Next thing is studying software engineering. Government screams about not having enough ppl in IT jobs. IT security ppl are in high demand, exactly what I want to study. They wouldn’t deny me the ability to study, right? Fuck me once again.
Equality of opportunity goes only so far and stops once money is involved.
850 fucking Euro per month, that is all I needed. Not as a gift, but just a fucking loan from the government and I can’t get it. Tried everything, but there is always one reason why I cannot get anything.
I am done with this shit. I cannot do this anymore.
For any questions, my email is at the start of this rant. I probably won’t check dA anymore, but I check emails. Most days.
For any questions regarding usage of my art, characters or purchasing my P2U Linearts via PayPal, please contact me directly through this email: yedaji_nikopol[at]yahoo.com
The reason for my absence, in case anyone even gives a shit (I surely don’t anymore):
I tried to study this year, software engineering. Applied, got enrolled and spent fucking MONTHS trying to secure funding. Applied for loans, in my home country, in foreign countries, Peer2Peer, questionable, unquestionable, scholarships, anything. Got nothing. Had to cancel my enrollment today, because with lack of funding I am over the time I could still start anyways.
It was my last chance. I tried everything these past years. All I have to show is several places I almost but not quiet made it. Fucking wanted to join the army. They always need cannon fodder, right? Well, tough luck, got through the whole process only to get denied on account of “not being healthy enough”. I would have literally died for this fuckhole of a country and they don’t even let me. Keep complaining about not having enough soldiers, see if I care anymore.
Next thing is studying software engineering. Government screams about not having enough ppl in IT jobs. IT security ppl are in high demand, exactly what I want to study. They wouldn’t deny me the ability to study, right? Fuck me once again.
Equality of opportunity goes only so far and stops once money is involved.
850 fucking Euro per month, that is all I needed. Not as a gift, but just a fucking loan from the government and I can’t get it. Tried everything, but there is always one reason why I cannot get anything.
I am done with this shit. I cannot do this anymore.
For any questions, my email is at the start of this rant. I probably won’t check dA anymore, but I check emails. Most days.
I hope your situation will get better fast, and you can come back all fresh and relaxed.
Take care.
viel glück, und pass auf dich auf!