Not dead yet/Raffle prize delays
8 years ago
Okay so its been waaaay to much shit at once for me to ba able to do another raffle right now, currently trying to get the recent prizes out ASAP but lemme give you the low-down on the crap thats been happening irl to me lately.
So! I'm moving into a new house soon! Good right? Almost. It turned out to be in terrible condition, and has hundreds of dollars worth of repairs that need to be done. Hell, last night the bathroom turned itself into an indoor-pool! (Pipe broke :c)
Ive been putting hours of my time into cleaning and repairing it, before I can move in.
Next thing? I'm worried about losing my job, due to "Making too many mistakes"
Yeah. I havent even had this new job for a month yet.
Final thing.
Due to the extreme stress of being hated for/fired for "Making too many mistakes" At every job ive ever had, I've been self harming and debating killing myself, thinking im just a useless person who shouldn't bother others by living.
Yes. Killing myself. This is not an exageration. But do not worry!
Currently im fine thanks to the support from my husband+happy pills, but that's still taking it's toll on me.
Thank you, winners for your patience!
And readers, for your time and concern.
I love my watchers so much<3
So! I'm moving into a new house soon! Good right? Almost. It turned out to be in terrible condition, and has hundreds of dollars worth of repairs that need to be done. Hell, last night the bathroom turned itself into an indoor-pool! (Pipe broke :c)
Ive been putting hours of my time into cleaning and repairing it, before I can move in.
Next thing? I'm worried about losing my job, due to "Making too many mistakes"
Yeah. I havent even had this new job for a month yet.
Final thing.
Due to the extreme stress of being hated for/fired for "Making too many mistakes" At every job ive ever had, I've been self harming and debating killing myself, thinking im just a useless person who shouldn't bother others by living.
Yes. Killing myself. This is not an exageration. But do not worry!
Currently im fine thanks to the support from my husband+happy pills, but that's still taking it's toll on me.
Thank you, winners for your patience!
And readers, for your time and concern.
I love my watchers so much<3
And i hope so! ;3;
thank yoooou!<3
Whoop whoop!
*Hugs* Also thanks for the love!