I've decided to not go to Anthrocon this time.
I'm just...not ready. Plus I have no supporters in my corner at all. I mean who would really want to see me go, right?
I know this is probably a dick move and I know I'm probably being selfish but this is MY choice. It's not like anyone cares...
I'm more upset than anyone about this...
Maybe I'll go to a con in the future when I'm actually "out there" and "popular".
I'll go when I've deserved it...

As for the auction I'll just do the damn thing for free since I failed the whole thing. I really don't care right now...