Regret
16 years ago
I'm not kicked out (yet). Also unable to find work (yet). Recent financial woes have depressed me so much...
Otakon is coming up soon. This may be the first year I can't afford to by my loved one anything.
I wanted to buy my friends gifts this year. I want to, so badly. They mean the world to me--if you're even reading this, odds are you're one of them and I'm very sorry.
But assuming I am going to college full time, soon, I'll need a loan just to stay afloat--and I do need to build my future.
...why can't I afford to express my love for those who have it with gifts? I hate that. ...I hope they can forgive me..
Otakon is coming up soon. This may be the first year I can't afford to by my loved one anything.
I wanted to buy my friends gifts this year. I want to, so badly. They mean the world to me--if you're even reading this, odds are you're one of them and I'm very sorry.
But assuming I am going to college full time, soon, I'll need a loan just to stay afloat--and I do need to build my future.
...why can't I afford to express my love for those who have it with gifts? I hate that. ...I hope they can forgive me..
Lorethian
~lorethian
Hey? A smile and a hug is more than enough of a gift from a sweetheart like you! ^-^
Essrayle
~essrayle
Best gift from you could be getting yourself into college and getting stable; peace of mind, a great gift indeed hun. *hugs* For you and others.
clexyoshi
~clexyoshi
*nods* all I need is good o'l happy springs n' I'll be happy.
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