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8 years ago
Oh, hello!
I really wanna just ask someone if I can stay with them, but it would be awkward and I need a lot more help like that, like a child ^^; I'm really not good at- .... When it comes to new experiences, it always take me a while to adjust to everything. Probably has something to do with my autism X3 If my family goes swimming, it takes a very long time for me to finally get in the water and advance past the steps. I'll sit for 30 minutes to an hour while everyone is in the pool and finally end up slightly past the stairs X3 Or I'll not get in at all.
It takes me a while to get comfortable in new situations, whether I find theme exciting or not. At my first furmeet I couldn't stop looking around at all the cool suits. I was so distracted I couldn't eat XD I kind of need to be handheld through things I've never done before in order to do them well ^^; I still call or text my mom for help sometimes from college. I can do things on my own, but in order to make the best choice I wanna have someone to help me. But it's a lot to ask for, in my opinion. I don't want to approach someone with that kind of responsibility: "Hey, can I not only share and pay for a room with you but hang out with you more and etc.?" It's a huge huge thing for me to figure out on my own, and if I can't find a room quickly for MFF that I would be sharing with as many others as possible to save cash, I won't be able to go >u> How do other aspies and autistic people do this kind of stuff. They probably have friends or folks who help them, but I really don't know what I'll be doing. I really want to go to a con, but if I can't find a way to figure this out quickly, I don't know what I'll do. ^^;
I want to go to MFF, but it may be too expensive for me, and left alone to wander at such a big place will be pretty intimidating and difficult for me. I'm not sure I should go mostly because of the price. I did already put it in my mind that I was going to go, bu I doubt I can actually understand how big and how much it might be for me to handle. ^^; It might be better to go the year after that. It's really difficult for me to decide on now. And of course, I'd be going into this almost completely alone. >o>
edit: I'll ask around on the Furrry Amino, which has made my socialization within the community a thousand times easier and more possible. X3 I really don't know how people make big groups of friends here. It seems like Twitter or something is always used instead.
It takes me a while to get comfortable in new situations, whether I find theme exciting or not. At my first furmeet I couldn't stop looking around at all the cool suits. I was so distracted I couldn't eat XD I kind of need to be handheld through things I've never done before in order to do them well ^^; I still call or text my mom for help sometimes from college. I can do things on my own, but in order to make the best choice I wanna have someone to help me. But it's a lot to ask for, in my opinion. I don't want to approach someone with that kind of responsibility: "Hey, can I not only share and pay for a room with you but hang out with you more and etc.?" It's a huge huge thing for me to figure out on my own, and if I can't find a room quickly for MFF that I would be sharing with as many others as possible to save cash, I won't be able to go >u> How do other aspies and autistic people do this kind of stuff. They probably have friends or folks who help them, but I really don't know what I'll be doing. I really want to go to a con, but if I can't find a way to figure this out quickly, I don't know what I'll do. ^^;
I want to go to MFF, but it may be too expensive for me, and left alone to wander at such a big place will be pretty intimidating and difficult for me. I'm not sure I should go mostly because of the price. I did already put it in my mind that I was going to go, bu I doubt I can actually understand how big and how much it might be for me to handle. ^^; It might be better to go the year after that. It's really difficult for me to decide on now. And of course, I'd be going into this almost completely alone. >o>
edit: I'll ask around on the Furrry Amino, which has made my socialization within the community a thousand times easier and more possible. X3 I really don't know how people make big groups of friends here. It seems like Twitter or something is always used instead.
