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Another.. hard to type update (sos.. please please read)
8 years ago
As many of you know 2 days ago i posted a journal about my monitor that broke. Thankfully that has been replaced now and my computer is up and running again! thank you again to everyone who helped me out in that time.....
something far worse has arisen that I honestly didn't see coming at all. TL;DR Im on the verge of losing my house... let me take this time to explain whats going on.
due to a bounced check that was unknown to me until last night my bank decided to say "well you owe us for last month and this month by tomorrow (roughly)" and "if you dont pay his large sum of money by then we are taking back your house and kicking you out" needless to say im wasn't prepared for this and i definitely am not stable enough yet financially to make this large payment, obviously.. im not proud of myself in this journal but i not giving up... but i need help...
at this point im sure that most of you understand why this is such a big deal... but there is an even worse side to this... a side i tend to not tell anyone just in case the worst case scenario happens.
here is the story ive kept secret from everyone i could even my own BF and parents....
roughly two years back i suffered some head trauma due to a source that id prefer to remain hidden due to personal details and the fact its against FA's TOS to call someone out personally. anyways, this head trauma caused some internal bleeding in and around a portion of my brain. I found out about this when i got extremely sick a year or so ago and was at the mayo clinic in Rochester MN. they performed a CT scan an were not quite sure what it was at the time an due to its location and size they were afraid to do a invasive surgery (literal brain surgery) to see what it was.... SO long story short i recently found out it is in fact a large clump of blood that is basically a giant blood clot in and around my brain. that i cant get fixed because i didn't seek medical attention until a year after it happened. This was out of fear and well Stockholm syndrome .... not something i like to admit... to my close friends let alone publicly..
(TL;DR: i got beat i fucked up didnt seek help and now i have a giant blood clot in my brain that is starting to move around in smaller bits due to stress)
IM sure if you read this or the TL;DR's you are wondering how in the hell the two things are linked at all.. (the brain injury and my unexpected house payment)
two days ago i wrote this journal: www.furaffinity.net/journal/8344580/ . its about the monitor that just broke on me an caused me to have to send out an SOS to get help to get a replacement. This obviously caused some stress for someone like me who has anxiety disorders to begin with. But what I didn't tell people is that.... the stress caused the clot from above to shift giving me a very minor stroke... I just waited it out and kept mentally active trying not to sleep more then needed and engaged my body and mind in all sorts of tasks to recoup from it as fast as possible. it was so small and this clot was still a secret at this point I just hid it and again.. stupidly.. didn't seek medical attention... as of right now i have control over my left side again and have fullrange of feelinng and basically im good. i have a GP appointment next month to check on the clot and yeah.... anyways to the reason these two things are liked.
(IMPORTANT INFO HERE) im afraid that the loss of my house and becoming homeless, if not bad enough on its own, will trigger a larger stroke to happen... and DOG knows what might happen... but anways....
IF YOU WANT TO HELP ME PLEASE KEEP READING ;;
<3
I'm going to be doing a few days of a PWYW stream or donation sketch stream where i will draw your char or chars for what ever you want to pay.
link to stream: https://picarto.tv/Lostpaw
I also have a tip jar open to anyone who would like to donate to help me save my house.. among the other thing (read above about that if you haven't) the link is here.. anything helps really honestly anything...
LINK: www.paypal.me/lostpaw/
the last thing you can do to help me is please help spread the word about my stream. tip jar. and whats happening... i desperately need help and im not used to asking for it...
im so sorry if this coming out so soon after the monitor situation... and i dont expect everyone to believe me but as long as one person does.... it will help me move forward...
thank you to all who read this and/ or helped or not just... i love all of you and thank you for coming to this journal regardless.
-Tyler
[edit] feel free to leave a comment a question or anything below here thank you all... <3
something far worse has arisen that I honestly didn't see coming at all. TL;DR Im on the verge of losing my house... let me take this time to explain whats going on.
due to a bounced check that was unknown to me until last night my bank decided to say "well you owe us for last month and this month by tomorrow (roughly)" and "if you dont pay his large sum of money by then we are taking back your house and kicking you out" needless to say im wasn't prepared for this and i definitely am not stable enough yet financially to make this large payment, obviously.. im not proud of myself in this journal but i not giving up... but i need help...
at this point im sure that most of you understand why this is such a big deal... but there is an even worse side to this... a side i tend to not tell anyone just in case the worst case scenario happens.
here is the story ive kept secret from everyone i could even my own BF and parents....
roughly two years back i suffered some head trauma due to a source that id prefer to remain hidden due to personal details and the fact its against FA's TOS to call someone out personally. anyways, this head trauma caused some internal bleeding in and around a portion of my brain. I found out about this when i got extremely sick a year or so ago and was at the mayo clinic in Rochester MN. they performed a CT scan an were not quite sure what it was at the time an due to its location and size they were afraid to do a invasive surgery (literal brain surgery) to see what it was.... SO long story short i recently found out it is in fact a large clump of blood that is basically a giant blood clot in and around my brain. that i cant get fixed because i didn't seek medical attention until a year after it happened. This was out of fear and well Stockholm syndrome .... not something i like to admit... to my close friends let alone publicly..
(TL;DR: i got beat i fucked up didnt seek help and now i have a giant blood clot in my brain that is starting to move around in smaller bits due to stress)
IM sure if you read this or the TL;DR's you are wondering how in the hell the two things are linked at all.. (the brain injury and my unexpected house payment)
two days ago i wrote this journal: www.furaffinity.net/journal/8344580/ . its about the monitor that just broke on me an caused me to have to send out an SOS to get help to get a replacement. This obviously caused some stress for someone like me who has anxiety disorders to begin with. But what I didn't tell people is that.... the stress caused the clot from above to shift giving me a very minor stroke... I just waited it out and kept mentally active trying not to sleep more then needed and engaged my body and mind in all sorts of tasks to recoup from it as fast as possible. it was so small and this clot was still a secret at this point I just hid it and again.. stupidly.. didn't seek medical attention... as of right now i have control over my left side again and have fullrange of feelinng and basically im good. i have a GP appointment next month to check on the clot and yeah.... anyways to the reason these two things are liked.
(IMPORTANT INFO HERE) im afraid that the loss of my house and becoming homeless, if not bad enough on its own, will trigger a larger stroke to happen... and DOG knows what might happen... but anways....
IF YOU WANT TO HELP ME PLEASE KEEP READING ;;
<3
I'm going to be doing a few days of a PWYW stream or donation sketch stream where i will draw your char or chars for what ever you want to pay.
link to stream: https://picarto.tv/Lostpaw
I also have a tip jar open to anyone who would like to donate to help me save my house.. among the other thing (read above about that if you haven't) the link is here.. anything helps really honestly anything...
LINK: www.paypal.me/lostpaw/
the last thing you can do to help me is please help spread the word about my stream. tip jar. and whats happening... i desperately need help and im not used to asking for it...
im so sorry if this coming out so soon after the monitor situation... and i dont expect everyone to believe me but as long as one person does.... it will help me move forward...
thank you to all who read this and/ or helped or not just... i love all of you and thank you for coming to this journal regardless.
-Tyler
[edit] feel free to leave a comment a question or anything below here thank you all... <3
Boosted for you, hope you get the help you need.
Stay safe.
I suffer from seizures and know how scary it can be not knowing when your next attack might be.
I wish you all the best.
But your story sure as hell made a point here. And I am deeply sorry to hear you have been struck by this much insanity all at once.
I really do wish you the best and hope allot of people are able to help you save/keep your house. Unimaginable that such things even happen with banks... Though I will stress towards you: Whenever health issues arise, ALWAYS go seek out the appropriate help!!!
I bounced your issue in a journal of mine, I hope at least some of my watchers can be of some help to you.
And I agree with Nicoya: post some documentation about your situation, so that any who come across your journal/situation can see it here.
Sorry for the amount of text, and hope you bounce back from this ASAP.
https://picarto.tv/Lostpaw
My niece just had a seizure last week, and yeah, not fun.
Ive posted a journal on it as well, Not much for watchers, but maybe a few can help in some way.
Get better hun, take care of you, there would be a hellofa lot of peoples sad to lose you.
I'm glad that you are reaching out to seek help. Making a request for help is the most important thing to do whenever you are in need.
My word of advice is to also seek help from those closest and related to you.
Take good care and may the good times come sooner.
Hopefully this helps out.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8347043/
Depending on what country you are from will determine what your options are.
I'm not a fan of handouts, although there are options for you if you live in the U.S.
You should go to your city or county housing authority to see what options are in your area. They deal with this situation all the time, they can better direct you.
Go to your state government office (your workplace may even have assistance) and apply for short term or partial disability if you have paperwork to back it up.
Then there is filing for bankruptcy protection (apparently it is the American way). There are many things that bankruptcy protection can fix or at least delay.
I see so many milking the system, but if you actually have a legitimate reason, go to your government office and file for assistance. Heck, even if you don't have a legitimate reason, many get assistance anyway. You just have to get up and ask.