Hello everyone!


I hope that you are all doing well. I haven't updated in over 4 months mostly because I didn't have the words to say what needed to be said. Figuratively, when I get really quiet it usually means I am very sick and not enough spoons to even keep people updated. Now with that said let's get on with the update right?

I spent most of June in the hospital and of course had to register with the oncology center and to be honest once I received that letter I lost hope for a moment, I lost my positivity for a moment, I just was lost. Throughout this situation I tried to come to terms with everything and look at it with proper perspective. This was a challenge.

During this time there has been countless doctor visits and tests and options and blah blah blah etc. In the end my decisions are to continue to treat the RA and chemo every 4 months and the rest is ... what it is. I choose to fight, survive, and dance the days away.

So I may not be super active here, do expect an art dump both commissioned and my paintings, and do expect to start seeing me slowly get back to being social. I am also playing video games again which means when my voice stabilizes I will stream and share with you all.

Your kindness and support have been huge with me, I am very lucky to have found this community and you wonderful peeps who have kept me feeling good and positive and given me strength to do what needs doing. Thank you all so very very much.

Be excellent to each other,

-Angelis