I owe you all a massive apology. My RL--work, kids, everything--has been... beating down on me. Hard. And it's had a horrendous impact on my online presence, my ability to art, my ability to function. Shit is... not ok, here. Everyone is physically healthy, happy [kids, dogs]--except for me. And normally that's alright... normally I can muddle through it. But it's just been a... chain of shitty event after shitty event, that it's really causing me to crash. Hard. I'm losing my desire to do... anything. Everything. Even the things that I need to do, which I can usually force myself to get through. [For example, I haven't physically gone into work for like.. two weeks, now. I am lucky my boss is so understanding and lets me work from home, but, I mean, it's getting really bad...] I'll try not to dump all of this on you guys, but really, I need to apologize for just so... not being here. I have a responsibility to you and I'm failing in that. And... I am just so sorry. This isn't an excuse--just an explanation. There is no excuse, except I'm basically a massive failure the past couple of months. No matter how hard I try /:

*sighs*

So.. I guess just... letting you all know that I'm not dead. Physically, anyway. Mentally... emotionally? That's a 'nother story, altogether.

I'll try even harder to get out more stuff. I finally finished that one 3 month old comic page [seriously, that's... how fucked up I am right now, took me 3 damn months to finish something that normally would take me a day or two, max] so I'll upload that. But other than that, still muddling through, trying to get back on the right track.

Thank you all for your extreme patience with me /: I don't know that I deserve it, but I am so, so grateful for it.