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Crossposted from ferret. ...
Still alive. Ish. Shit has been horrible. I’ve had 2+ months straight of tragedy [literal] with my kids, and my ex, had some extremely close family die… the only good thing that’s happened has basically been I’ve been physically healthy [for the most part]. So… that’s a silver lining? Right?
Anyway… things are hopefully, finally calming down. I don’t know for sure, obviously… but I, with the microscopic shred of hope that I have left in my beaten and battered heart and soul, am hoping for the best. I’m hoping that was my actual rock bottom, so that I can claw my way back up. Keep your fingers crossed for me.
But yeah, just wanted to let you know I’m still alive. With all the shit goin around, I know that people are disappearing. I’m still here. Still breathing. Still fighting the good fight. Fun fact, I wish like hell I had some E right now. *sob* Can’t drink to drown my sorrows, can’t smoke pot anymore cuz it makes me violently ill, fuck. I would love 12+ hours just… feeling good ;-;
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Still alive. Ish. Shit has been horrible. I’ve had 2+ months straight of tragedy [literal] with my kids, and my ex, had some extremely close family die… the only good thing that’s happened has basically been I’ve been physically healthy [for the most part]. So… that’s a silver lining? Right?
Anyway… things are hopefully, finally calming down. I don’t know for sure, obviously… but I, with the microscopic shred of hope that I have left in my beaten and battered heart and soul, am hoping for the best. I’m hoping that was my actual rock bottom, so that I can claw my way back up. Keep your fingers crossed for me.
But yeah, just wanted to let you know I’m still alive. With all the shit goin around, I know that people are disappearing. I’m still here. Still breathing. Still fighting the good fight. Fun fact, I wish like hell I had some E right now. *sob* Can’t drink to drown my sorrows, can’t smoke pot anymore cuz it makes me violently ill, fuck. I would love 12+ hours just… feeling good ;-;
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The same to you, friend ♡ whatever positivity I have sending it your way ♡
I really hope so. Because this has been like.. 4, 6 years of shit. I'm fucking tired, alone, exhausted... I honestly don't know how much more I can take /:
*hugs* ♡♡♡
It has been a metric fuck ton of shittery and I'm still holding out that glimmer of hope that it turns around. You're amazing, and awesome, and soulful, and just an all around wonderful person in my eyes.
*hugs* always here for ya hun
"When you're going through hell, keep going." Sounds great, but fuck, I'm... tired. I'm just... tired and... done. I don't know if I can keep doing this, for realsies.
Keep on fighting, keep on living, and I wish you all the best ><