I've been patient since I've had other things to get straightened out a well. I've got regular work again. I had no choice in that and I knew it well in advance. That being enough is looking very uncertain, however. I've only gotten $15 out of $300 I wanted to make this month. If I can't reach that, I can about guarantee I can't get usable internet for streaming, which I seriously want to do. This is really serious. This flops and I'll be forced to move back to where I left. That mean going back to the miserable situation that sapped away my will, desire, and passion and made my dreams feel hopelessly beyond reach. I can't let that happen. Not sure I could bounce back from the depression that would cause.