I know I've been pretty quiet, and that's normal for me on this site to come in for a while but then stop. I'm trying to cut out these bad habits. I'm going to a cognitive behavioral therapist to try to fix my negative thought patterns. I get in my own way so much with everything... I just wanted it to stop ya know? I'm tired of it. I want to be productive and improve, but consistently instead of just in these, short, explosive bursts of mindfulness to bettering myself and trying to be happy. This awful cycle I have going gets in my way with art, games, school, you name it. Things are starting to get better, but not by a lot yet since I haven't been doing the therapy that long.

I hate to bog down my page with personal stuff but I felt like I should let ya'll know what the deal has been. I got back to working on that belated b-day present for Bryan, since my mother comes down on Thursday for a short stay. I wanna try to finish it before then.

-Talo/Kaicha