So it's looking increasingly likely that my boyfriend and I are going to stay in Thornton, Colorado, which is my boyfriend's hometown... We've been... probably too carefully considering our options to go to Iowa, Wyoming, among other places. The main reason I wanted to go to Iowa is to help my mom out, but at this point it might be like trying to save someone drowning in quicksand by going in after them. Gotta help in a different way... It's a risk that is not worth taking. And as for Wyoming... It's where I spent most of my life. I know it better than anywhere else. Familiarity can be a huge help after all...
So... Colorado... I've returned to this state for the first time since a tragic personal event in 2008 a mere 11 miles from where it happened. To say the least, it weighs on me... But alas if this is the best option my sneppy and I have, then so be it. What else can we do? I often wonder what's changed in that place ever since then...
With that said, for now he and I will be searching for jobs, which I can definitely say will be infinitely easier here than in Sierra Vista, AZ... And then once we do, I will start making progress on everything I've set out to do in the first place. One Decision's Echoes here and Inkbunny, the cartoon reviews on DeviantArt, and reviews and other random junk on Youtube. Once I get a competent computer of course for the Youtube part. THAT however has become harder since I left Arizona and I had a super techie computer friend person there and stuff. Well we'll see what happens. Gonna be interesting as I continue attempting putting my life back together after the "war on love" thing One Decision's Echoes is based on...
From here though I gotta wonder... just what is going to happen beyond the events that will take place in Thornton... I have my head wrapped around the future far more often than any other time period after all... Why? I dunno. It's just who I am guess. Maybe it's because the past shaped who we are now. And what happens now may shape who we will be in the future. This time last year, I had a massively different idea of where I'd be now than what actually is happening after all. I didn't think I'd escape Arizona until at least March of next year...
But here we are now. And even I know that's what I got to focus on. It's just hard to do when you're a paranoid freak like me. :P Every small decision has its huge echoes. As I found out the hard way... Only time will tell if I am finally making the right ones...

Oh and BY THE WAY. THIS fox, me, is sick. And so is snep! Isn't that KOOL!??! ...No. No it isn't I'd say... :/