I.. feel like trash and I.. well.. am pretty unwell. I just.. everything is a fucking mess.
Vaypyrion first broke off from me and Duke because we didn't really talk to him much and.. yeah.. we really screwed up.
Then hours later Duke breaks up with me too because I didn't want our relationship to become an open relationship.. I just.. am really uncomfortable with that. So.. I guess it's my fault I am a miserable wreck. sigh