Yeah- Gotta have to. Its been a little easier as of the past few days, but still, eugh.

Sorry I haven't really been around to talk to much.

Hey, this is only a blink in the time of your life. College is not a destination, it's a means to an end. There will be hard times, but there will also be great and amazing times, and thathe reward waiting for you at the end, that document that says "Bachelor of Science," is quite possibly the greatest key you could ever have, and it will open so many doors for you to go through.

Yumi, you're amazing and you're meant for great things. You've been through so much already, this is nothing. You've got this. Just stick with it and don't give up! If you're not feeling creative right now, then taking a break from creation wouldn't hurt.

Try to take a weekend or a day off to go and hang out with friends or something to kind of get away from all this. Make sure you're getting all the vitamins you need as vitamin deficiency, particularly D and B12, can make you an unmotivated and depressed mess. Find an opportunity you can right now to take a step back and do something to have fun and enjoy life!

It will get better

Maybe I should invest in a few vitamin supplements. There's been a lot of other shitty events recently, but its been easier. I've actually had time to write. So yeah, things are... working, I guess.

Diet and exercise are really important. Your mental, physical, and spiritual health are all tied in together. If one suffers, they all will. College is a high stress and very demanding time, and you need to make sure you take care of yourself in all these different ways or you're going to burn out.

Pretty sure I've burnt out multiple times... but I'm still here.