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8 years ago
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Hey all!
It’s taking me a much longer time to write out the journals, and for that I apologize. First and foremost, I’m busy!
I find that it’s a good thing, actually. I know that even 4 months ago, I would not be able to be this busy and do so much every day without having a nervous breakdown.
Part of what’s keeping me busy is babysitting, helping an old lady with landscaping/gardening/moving heavy stuff around/whatever she needs help with.
And this week in particular, I’ve also gone to a job interview with Immigration Canada! I think the interview went really well, and hopefully within 2 weeks I’ll get a call saying that I got the job!
It’s only a 4-month contract, but still, hopefully that’s enough of a foot in the door to get myself a permanent position, and from there eventually move to a more science-related job, or a more mental health related job.
It’s weird in a way, but spending years being a therapist for someone with serious suicidal thoughts and all that seems to have helped me be a good listener and pseudo-therapist. I’ve been spending a lot of time online and on Discord talking to people and helping them deal with anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts. I’d like to be able to put those talents to good use helping people.
And finally, the last reason why this last journal in particular came so late is because it was extremely difficult to write. Writing about it is reliving it a little, and I gave myself an anxiety attack by accident :/ It’s tough, but it’s something I think I have to do, to be able to wrap things up and finally move on with my life.
So yeah, hope things are going well with all of you, and if ever you have any issues, feel free to send me a PM here or contact me on Telegram (B CRE8TVE) or Discord (BCRE8TVE#5853).
It’s taking me a much longer time to write out the journals, and for that I apologize. First and foremost, I’m busy!
I find that it’s a good thing, actually. I know that even 4 months ago, I would not be able to be this busy and do so much every day without having a nervous breakdown.
Part of what’s keeping me busy is babysitting, helping an old lady with landscaping/gardening/moving heavy stuff around/whatever she needs help with.
And this week in particular, I’ve also gone to a job interview with Immigration Canada! I think the interview went really well, and hopefully within 2 weeks I’ll get a call saying that I got the job!
It’s only a 4-month contract, but still, hopefully that’s enough of a foot in the door to get myself a permanent position, and from there eventually move to a more science-related job, or a more mental health related job.
It’s weird in a way, but spending years being a therapist for someone with serious suicidal thoughts and all that seems to have helped me be a good listener and pseudo-therapist. I’ve been spending a lot of time online and on Discord talking to people and helping them deal with anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts. I’d like to be able to put those talents to good use helping people.
And finally, the last reason why this last journal in particular came so late is because it was extremely difficult to write. Writing about it is reliving it a little, and I gave myself an anxiety attack by accident :/ It’s tough, but it’s something I think I have to do, to be able to wrap things up and finally move on with my life.
So yeah, hope things are going well with all of you, and if ever you have any issues, feel free to send me a PM here or contact me on Telegram (B CRE8TVE) or Discord (BCRE8TVE#5853).
Thanks :)
You doing ok yourself?
https://youtu.be/TnOdAT6H94s?t=2m20s
I had sent her a message end of July saying that I didn't make her happy and she didn't make me happy, so she deserves a chance with someone who can, and I deserve a chance to heal. She apparently hadn't read that email, and said she would since she has reading week this week. Still haven't heard from her since she said she would read the email.
So yeah. I said what I had to say, nothing she says can change my mind.
I know for sure you've been helping me lately with my problems~ xD
But I just wish my life was still better...
And per life being better, one step at a time :) You'll get there with hard work!
I hope so..