I haven't wanted to admit it, I've denied it to myself for more than a year, but I just don't feel connected to Irso, and I never really have. I spent a fair bit of time working on him, refining what I wanted him to be as a character, desperately trying to forge some kind of connection to him, make him feel like a part of me like Razor was.

It just hasn't happened.

On top of that I've had several dreams over the last while that have effected the way I feel about all this. In one I had a new character, a blue-gray horse with gray markings, and I spent a bit of time trying to work him out after the dream, but it didn't stick.

Then last night I actually had a dream where I -was- Razor, including being able to fly around and things like that. It made me wonder if I should bring him back or not, which has only really added to the conflicted feelings I'm having.

I really don't know what to do right now, it's heavily effected my will to draw.