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8 years ago
Hiya! A small kitten gather some papers together, marked with crayons above a card box that says: "NEWZ FLASH" =_=
So... I guess that you guys already noticed my absence at this point.
I wrote a journal explaining why, but so far right now... I'm not even study even through I should! I guess that I am feeling a little swamped and tired. I mean, my first semester barely started and I already dealing with extra-curricular courses, tasks and subject matter... Sure, it would be nice to work as a government employee, even if I highly disagree with it, just to have a full salary and savings... But damn it! I also technically in recess.
I should... I don't know... Rest, right?
The deal-breaker that shoved me into a huge hiatus was my mom getting sick.
I just really attached to her, and no wonder why: she supports and believes on me, she accepts my weirdness even through she disagree with it and most importantly, she helps me quite a lot.
If I need financial help, even if means just organize my bills, she's there. If I need help with the hard subject while studying... She helps. Heck, she even helps me with the diapers (not a diaper change, she just helps me buying some)! A lot of people in the community wish their actual moms would be so kind. So when she got sick, in another state, in a risk of needing a surgery... Man... I felt like a torpedo hit my guts. I cried a lot.
How could someone possibly study in a situation like this one? I don't have enough emotional intelligence for this.
Thank God everything worked out in the end, but damn! I'm still wandering nuts why this even happened in the first place... Was Christ planing to teach or tell me anything during this home alone period?
What is it? I'm not sure yet.
No wonder, but this also affected heavily my art production. I wrote a huge melancholic tale about my real self getting regressed by Santa, but quite honestly... I'm not feeling like making a conclusion to it. And the drawings? Well... I'm not that fan of drama art... If I feel like shit, my art comes out like so.
Digital Art you ask? Well... My Photoshop trial is done. I could just crack it... I mean, it's technically ilegal... But I'm not planning to do it for the sake of financial gain. I draw things because it's a passion, a hobby, a method of learning. However I do wonder if there is a freemium alternative to Adobe's major program.
A friend of mine recommended FireAlpaca. I don't know this one, but the interface does reminds me... A lot... Of Paint Tool SAI. I think that I'll probably buy a license to a program alike in a near future... I'm really pissed at Adobe for this "monthly" photoshop fee shit! For f*ck sake, why the business model is a thing?
Microsoft does it with Office and Xbox Live.
Photoshop does it with their entire creative suit... Is too much to ask for be able to pay a single value for a complete program?
Like everyone else did on the early days of Office and Photoshop?
Any way, I'll have to stick with traditional art for a little more... Sorry.
I wrote a journal explaining why, but so far right now... I'm not even study even through I should! I guess that I am feeling a little swamped and tired. I mean, my first semester barely started and I already dealing with extra-curricular courses, tasks and subject matter... Sure, it would be nice to work as a government employee, even if I highly disagree with it, just to have a full salary and savings... But damn it! I also technically in recess.
I should... I don't know... Rest, right?
The deal-breaker that shoved me into a huge hiatus was my mom getting sick.
I just really attached to her, and no wonder why: she supports and believes on me, she accepts my weirdness even through she disagree with it and most importantly, she helps me quite a lot.
If I need financial help, even if means just organize my bills, she's there. If I need help with the hard subject while studying... She helps. Heck, she even helps me with the diapers (not a diaper change, she just helps me buying some)! A lot of people in the community wish their actual moms would be so kind. So when she got sick, in another state, in a risk of needing a surgery... Man... I felt like a torpedo hit my guts. I cried a lot.
How could someone possibly study in a situation like this one? I don't have enough emotional intelligence for this.
Thank God everything worked out in the end, but damn! I'm still wandering nuts why this even happened in the first place... Was Christ planing to teach or tell me anything during this home alone period?
What is it? I'm not sure yet.
No wonder, but this also affected heavily my art production. I wrote a huge melancholic tale about my real self getting regressed by Santa, but quite honestly... I'm not feeling like making a conclusion to it. And the drawings? Well... I'm not that fan of drama art... If I feel like shit, my art comes out like so.
Digital Art you ask? Well... My Photoshop trial is done. I could just crack it... I mean, it's technically ilegal... But I'm not planning to do it for the sake of financial gain. I draw things because it's a passion, a hobby, a method of learning. However I do wonder if there is a freemium alternative to Adobe's major program.
A friend of mine recommended FireAlpaca. I don't know this one, but the interface does reminds me... A lot... Of Paint Tool SAI. I think that I'll probably buy a license to a program alike in a near future... I'm really pissed at Adobe for this "monthly" photoshop fee shit! For f*ck sake, why the business model is a thing?
Microsoft does it with Office and Xbox Live.
Photoshop does it with their entire creative suit... Is too much to ask for be able to pay a single value for a complete program?
Like everyone else did on the early days of Office and Photoshop?
Any way, I'll have to stick with traditional art for a little more... Sorry.
He can stop making compliments about it...