It feels like a big weight has been removed. So for those who saw my last journal you know I wasn't in the best place mostly thanks to my introversion and the problems it has caused, but now I finished my stuff for college and after being nervous about it for so long I finally agreed to have sex with my boyfriend and I could describe how great it felt. Now I'm going to have some more free time to write and I want to start drawing. I'm not very good, but I feel I just need to do it instead of standing around nervous. I'm now more than ever looking forward to the future.