Hi. Many of those who have read my last journal will know that I have gone through some problems lately with crazy instances in my life resulting from parental conditioning and a bad school experience. However, I feel my journey in regards to discovering who I am (at least in terms of sexuality) has finally come to a close. For a long time I thought I had to be straight due to my parents, but I also couldn't help, but love weenies (I love cute names like that) and after a time, I figured I was just gay. I had several partners, but it never ended well. Even admitting to myself that I love penises, I still felt like that wasn't the full story. Having talked with some people, I now realize I am Bi, but I prefer men. I also discovered other things such as my preference to feminine butts and my love of men's abs. It may sound strange, but for me discovering what I like has been oddly full filling and that I can finally go on with my life with the full knowledge of who I am and with that knowledge I can maybe find a mate I would like to spend the rest of my life with.