I have taken the last 4 months to really focus on what I want out of life. Really try and reorient myself. I still cannot say whether or not I am coming back as an artist or just remaining a half present lurker but for now, I am going to be pretty absent.

I started my first plain ol' office job in years on the 2nd and I am pretty wiped I must say. Adapting to working life and the schedule and all that. Still planning to build my PC and start arting again but in what direction I am still not sure. Part of me wants to start fresh and new. I am not who I was 2 years, even 1 year ago. I don't feel like this space or this name accurately represents me at all.

That said I do not have an idea what does. Just been keeping to myself and working hard to save what I need for my computer and office (a lot of things are falling apart or were broken when I moved) while balancing bills and expenses that slipped by me while I was on welfare.

Creativity has been absent from me lately. Just trying to remain positive and grateful, use my energy to plan and solidify what I want until it comes back.

Idk just wanted you guys to know I am alive.