Hey, I just wanted to say you've been a real inspiration to me in ways I can't best articulate without becoming all soggy.
The last couple years have been rough on me. I've been going through some serious dark places, and recovery has had a lot of hurdles (My state's healthcare system is revamping again, for the third or fourth time in as many years). I've been on medication that helped, and hurt, and a combination as we tried different cocktails and then even worse when it all got snatched from underneath me.
I went on some occasions to the darkest place one can go.
I wish it was grander or more poetic or elegant, the climax of the movie where the music swells and the sun rises. But maybe it's just a simple background tune and a few words on a screen and maybe just this once it doesn't need to be anything more.
Seeing you fight, seeing someone who inspires me continue and find happiness and struggle and still find your way upstream...
It's hope, man.
So thank you. I think when it's all weighed out, when the sins and virtues of your life are tallied, you still come out ahead. I think you're a good person.
I Wish there was away to make the pain and sorrow of dealing with people go away. There isn't, Toxic souls are a poison that not only effect themselves but also what is good around them. You have to hold fast to yourself, you know within what is right. As much as I enjoy your Videos and wish for more. I would much rather hear of you being in a good place. Wish you all the best and hope for you a wonderful life. ArwoooWRooo
Mew! Good luck with the new year! I know you probably don't feel like sifting through FA notes but I sent some giftart to your Oz account, I hope you enjoy it :)
*hugs tight*
The last couple years have been rough on me. I've been going through some serious dark places, and recovery has had a lot of hurdles (My state's healthcare system is revamping again, for the third or fourth time in as many years). I've been on medication that helped, and hurt, and a combination as we tried different cocktails and then even worse when it all got snatched from underneath me.
I went on some occasions to the darkest place one can go.
I wish it was grander or more poetic or elegant, the climax of the movie where the music swells and the sun rises. But maybe it's just a simple background tune and a few words on a screen and maybe just this once it doesn't need to be anything more.
Seeing you fight, seeing someone who inspires me continue and find happiness and struggle and still find your way upstream...
It's hope, man.
So thank you. I think when it's all weighed out, when the sins and virtues of your life are tallied, you still come out ahead. I think you're a good person.